那一天，我竟然在实验室发脾气。

 

"Your results are not very good. I think you have to redo it again. and see whether you can get a better result." said by my supervisor.

 

我不是因为要重做而发脾气。而是，我真的是很不喜欢没有预先通知的“决定”。我上个礼拜就做完这试验了。昨天我来时，我的sub-supervisor 还放我飞机。

丢我一个人在实验室，不知要做什么。。

 

结果呢，

我还是要重做。我的supervisor 还要安慰我。。

"In fact, It is not your fault. Research is like that. you can't get the result that you like everytime. IT IS REALLY NOT YOUR FAULT."

 

我承认。。

我是有点完美主义（对于我付出心血的东西，我会要求高一点的成果。）

而且， 那天那个不完美的“result", 是第一次, (从我开始做这份project, 需要重做的实验。）

 

****

 

我的supervisor 是个很好的人，

虽然她有点 “吃蛇”。

可是，

她真得很好。。。

 

"Good good...this is a good result".  "beautiful !!!  what a great result you have got."

 

"you are very nice..."   "no worries....great result!"

 

好啦，我觉得他很好的原因有一点点是因为她每次都会赞我做得很好。（不过，不完全是那样。。:P)

他是从Serbia 来的。。所以呢，我们之间的话题就有时会围绕在各自的家乡。

 

"In fact, You r very nice. Why don't you continue studying?" I dunoe how many times she has asked me this.

 

每一次，当他问我这个。。心中。。就会有点莫名的感觉。。

 

***

 

我的sub-supervisor.

我真的是。。非常的“害怕”他。

他很奇怪。。。

 

On the first day, I met her.

she tried to explain the principle of the experiment to me.

However, what she has told me,

I can't understand at all.

 

Somemore, the worst is, she is always not answeringwhatever I have asked her.

 

For example,

 

I asked her " which day would you prefer me to come to meet you , monday or tuesday?"

 

She stared at me initially , then, "that machine" pointing at the HPLC machine which is on the other table.

 

他是刚从中国来的。。

 

结果。。我真的是头大，我就问他。。

 

CAn I talk to you in mandarin?

 

then she said " Oh..cannot ..becoz.. I HAVE TO SPEAK ENGLISH FROM MONDAY TO FRIDAY "

 

无语。。（汗*）

 

结果。。我就尽量“自我理解”

谁知。。正当有一天，我非常忙碌的作着试验。。

我就听到我的SUB-SUPERVISOR 开始用非常流利的“中文”跟他的同事（男生）交谈起来。。

 

我当时想。。没关系。。 那同事是男的。。

结果。。接下来的这几天。。

我发现。。。他都是用非常流利的“中文”跟他的同胞们交谈（不论男女）

 

我晕。。

 

***

开始接触“工作人士”

才发现。。深深地明白什么叫双头蛇。。

我的两个SUPERVISORS...经常在我的面前互相投诉对方。

可是。。当两条蛇相遇。。

他们会好得不得了。。

 

"It is ok..It is ok.. I can help you to do it..no worries. It is an easy job."

 

****

毕业了。。

快回家了。。

大家都会问我，

接下来要做什么。。。

要在那里找工。。

其实我也不知道。。

我是说。。。这要看机遇的。。。

 

*****

 

I have tried to tell you many things.

HOwever,

Most of the times,

Our conversation will end up in an arguement.

I have no intention to pick a row with you.

I know you really treat me very nice..

 

But, Can you give a chance to complete "my story" before asking me to listen to you first?

Do you know that, it hurt me so much whenever ......

 

* ...I really hope that dad n mum can relax ..sometimes, sense of satisfaction is important and cant be selfish..*

THis message has been saved in my hp fpr 2 years..

 

现在。。我明白当时写着封message 的心情。。

 

***

 

要回家咯。。。。

开心+不舍