Until now, there are two people have a great influence in my life i.e. my dearest mum and uncle. They are very intelligent and clever. Their characteristic and their spirit towards the life are the factor that I like them most。 （In fact, when you respect someone, you will like whoever he/she is)

 

However, My uncle is a careful + serious person. HIs image among his children and all the nephew and niece is fierce and he is the person who will try to do the stuff until the best. Or else, he wont give up. Among the nephew and the niece, I m the only one who is closest to him. When i i were young, he will teach me a lot of thing , should be "since I were young and until now."

 

However, a misunderstanding between he and I occurred before i came here. Then, from last year until Yesterday nite, we didnt chat anymore.

 

Recently, my mum told me that my uncle is not as happy as usual ( due to several reasons). Last nite, a strong feeling asking me to make the talk to him made me call him without any hestitaion.

 

From his voice, I knew that he is older. I know that he has changed due to the pressure.

 

In that call, we discussed abt the misunderstanding. Finally, I just found that the misunderstanding occurred due to "pressure" that he has to carry and that was the reason that he will scold me in front of so many people. ( it happened one year ago.)

 

I m so happy that we are as good as usual.

 

He asked me to learn how to be a HUMAN( 怎样做个好人). If you dont know how to be a human, no matter how good you are ( i mean good in the other aspect), in your life. you still is a failure.

 

                                 ~No one is able to defend you except your own self~

                                                      没人能打败你除了你自己。

 

                                   ~DOnt overstimate yourself， or else, you wont have friend~

                                             不要把自己的地位定得太高。不然，你不会有朋友。

 

        ~There will be many factors for you to be happy. what you need is the happyiness obtained from the learning. ~                                 

                                                ~快乐有很多种~ 学习也能给你快乐~

 

                          ~Communication is the most important element for learning the language~

                                                 ~ 要掌握一个新语言，先学会“语”~

 

                          ~ Try to know more friends here no matter where they come from and who thevyare~

                          ~ Try to learn many things as you can , it will be useful for you in the future~

                                                              ~ Try to combine~

 

He also told me that "now" is the best period for me to learn the things that i like. And, i am mature enough to learn the new things and accept the new culture. If I am working now, I wont be able to learn that again. And after several years, there will be another person who will limit the chance for you to learn more.

 

Maybe most of the people will think that those are "old theory" we know that for a long time. However, I think that it is really useful when there is a person remined you when u r lost....

 

p/s: Two people apologised to me within these two days due to the "pressure" that they have to carry. But, they don know that how hurt it is.. But, if they will be happy if they do so.(i mean they will feel better) ...maybe ..i wont mind....

 

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在英迪的时候，我搞过很多活动（虽然没有我的dear 多）。但是，这一篇，在我在为考试奋斗时，我就很想写了。因为，我一有空就会看回这个活动的DVD。

 

6月29日2006年。Talent Nite.

 

这个活动是个蛮大型的活动。因为他的参赛者是来自8大英迪大学学院的（包括了沙巴和沙捞越）。（千万不要让那些搞过活动的人看见，至少我觉得蛮大型。。因为我到现在还是会经常回想起。。）

 

而我呢，使这个活动的Programme master.（虽然职位很小）可是，我还是蛮重要的。（都不懂我既是变得那么谦虚，明明这个职位是真得真得很重要。其实是，每个人都很重要。）

 

也许是，责任太大。自付过高。要求太过高（这点我承认，因为这是我好朋友的event, 我就很想搞好它。） 结果呢，很多东西我会选择自己扛，自己去弄。也许可能会有更好的建议，可是只要我觉得有一点不妥，后者你不够分量，我根本就不会理睬你的建议。结果，那个时候，真得很辛苦，可以考试不读就去考，开会开到半夜隔天又上早课。（这件事，我没跟我妈说过）。

 

结果，还未到最后，我真的快垮了。（幸好我的小叔来帮了我，不然我真得不知道怎么办。）我不是说我的partners 没贡献。只是。。。我有点小自负。

 

后来，那个event 真得很成功。还拿了奖。可是，在我的印象中，当晚节目一完后，我的感觉却没有想象中快乐。当时我是想，我应该是因为我还有很多课业要赶而难过。。

 

 

后来，我才发现。。并不是那样的。

 

因为，我太在意结果。我忘了“享受过程”。平时，很多人会告诉我要“享受过程”，我只会觉得他们在讲大话。因为，到最后大家会用结果来评估你的努力，社会就是那么现实的。可是，后来我才发现，“结果”只是一张纸。（虽然，结果也是很重要。）但，相较下，国成真得很重要。因为，能活在回忆的大多数是“过程”。我觉得啦。。

 

所以，自从那时起，我学会了“享受过程”。即使结果并不是预期的好，但，只要在过程中，我没对不起自己，那就好了。我心满意足。。。。结果不好的话，就在进一步改变，最重要的是不要后悔。。

 

 

 

话说上个学期的某一天，我和同学去爬山（再者，最大的娱乐，我看也只是爬山罢了）。结果，那一天，我们花了多过5-6个小时在爬山（上了山后下山，还以为可以回家了，谁知道，那是一条回不到家的路，结果，我们又爬回山上。那个山真的是山，不是平的。）当时的我，已经筋疲力尽，口又干又渴，就是没水。可是没办法，我就是得往上爬不然我就没办法回家了。

 

当时的我，还在想，那是根本不可能的事（爬回山上须花至少两个小时）。真得很象很想放弃。可是没有办法。那时的我在想就算我等直升机来载我的话，也是要等一天后。到时我可能被野兽抓走了。（不要笑，我当时是累倒那么想的）后来，真的没办法。我就继续往上爬。（真的是很努力的那种，因为真得很累了）回程须5km.

 

在爬的时候（我又想到了我的父母），我想既然他们花了那么多钱送我过来，如果今天我林丽芳就因为那么一点小事而放弃的话，我实在是太对不起他们了。

 

“不怕慢只怕站”我是一直用这句话勉励自己的。。

 

结果，当然，我也成功回到家。

 

我才发现一个真理，“当你别无选者时，你真的会努力的走好唯一的那一条路，即使你觉得没有希望了。”

 

也许就是经过那一次的魔鬼式训练。所以当今天我去爬Mount Morialta 时，真得很轻松。哈哈。 人真的是要经过逆境后，才会长大。

 Wanna to continue the trip in Sydeny now.

 

The second day, we went to Blue Mountain which is a very nice and beautiful place. It is the place at which I saw the snow (first time in my life.). Though it is tiring , but the scenery there is very beautiful. At the moment when I was climbing the mountain, I kept asking myself “did I do the wrong decision again for not strongly encouraging my parents to come here last year?”

  Even until now, I still don’t know the answer.

  Along the trip, my mood was very unstable, as I would feel happy or sad suddenly due to a small factor.

  But, it was really an enjoyable trip. In this trip, I am getting closer with my classmates. I’m so happy. The trip is really enjoyable maybe due to the “right time + right people+ right place.” I guess so..

  Anyway, thank you Mr.Choo for your effort taking us around the Sydney. (though u always lied me that u wont take me to kafe kasturi and nearly made me cry because of that.) 辛苦你了。（我不是在官腔，我是很有礼貌的。:p）

  Shi Hui was the programme master of this trip , what I am going to say that is “thank u”. Without your plan, I wont be able to enjoy this trip…

  I like my frds (Hui Yi Ong, Cindy Yap and Lee YiLIng) and of course my new frds ( Shi YI + shi Hui + Lip son)

  I was chatting with one of the best frd just now. I told him that I am unsatisfied with my contribution without any rewards(expected result.) but, he remind me that I have gained the things others than I expected. I should cherish it..

  I guess so..thank you my rabbit…miss u so much..hahah

 

7月4日                                    晴

 

凌晨五点起身，就因为期待已久的悉尼之旅即将开始。事实上，并没有很期待。只是这次的旅行是唯一能安慰在为考试挣扎到想回家的我，所以呢。。就不知道。总之，我想表达的事，我想回家多过这次的旅行。哈。

 

到了悉尼，一下飞机就买了很出名的doughnut.就满不错的，还蛮喜欢，只是太甜了。我不喜欢吃太甜的东西。。

 

然后呢，一车人就带到了Choo’s house. Choo是我在inti 的好同学。。哈哈。。因为，不是好朋友。:p 因为他是我的同学不是朋友。（我实在是无聊。）

 

经过几瓣波折，我跟Choo 和 Hui YI 必须搭巴士。(I’m too lazy to type the Chinese…)

Then, due to the limited seat of the car, we have to take the bus to the Bondi Beach. Along the way on the bus, MR.WIllIam aka CHOO FOOng LIN told us his life in Sydney… At that moment I started to feel pity towards him.

 

He told me that he seldom went out as he was busy to work and study. He doesn’t have many friends in his class.( this is acceptable as we wont expect that we will have many frds since we are in foreign country. ) He even didn’t know where the lab class is. And he had to follow “his classmates”…. Everyday, he went to Uni alone and came back alone. At that moment, my heart was a little bit painful when I heard that. In Inti, he was very active; he has many many best frds. He played very hard but he still could get very very good result.  But, after coming to Sydney, he became so lonely…….(after staying at his house for one week, I just found that, sometimes, he is the person who ignores others..haha)

Then, we arrived the Bondi Beach. It is a very beautiful beach and I had tried the Fried Mars Bar ( Mars Chocolate ). It was really nice. as it was the fried chocolate that I have never tried before though it was very sweet.

 

At that day, we have traveled around the city and I have seen the Opera house and the harbour bridge which are so beautiful…(Fantastic+ Excellent+ Marvelous).

 

Sydney is really a beautiful place……….